Thinking about Life...

...while listening to the re-formed Take That's latest offering...
With a huge jug of coffee beside me...

What am I?
How do I operate best?
Do I deserve to love?
Do I deserve to be loved?
What are my strengths?
What are my weaknesses?
Who are my friends?
Who are the people who are not comfortable with me?
Am I as good as the China man next to me in class?
Am I as good as the Swedish guy sitting seats away in lecture?
Am I good enough to plan my life?
Am I good enough for that MNC?
Am I good enough to succeed without even an honours degree?
How will I see myself ten years from now?
How will I see myself at the end of 2007?
How goes my financial situation?
Have I planned carefully for retirement?
Have I set an ultimate goal for my job direction?
How goes my religious life?
Will my faith be strengthened?
Or will it be waned with the global influences?
How goes my health?
Have I maintained enough to sustain myself physically years on?
With that, have I been insured?
Hows my state of mind?
Have I keep it to an optimal level of operation?
Have I also given it enough rest?
How is my sister doing?
Is she doing well in school?
Is my dad doing o.k working in a physically demanding job at his age?
Is my mum tired having to work?
Is my brother doing well at work?
Is everything well in the family?
How goes my friends?
Where goes those I have not met for ages?
Why are some successful despite their setbacks?
Have I not the will as them in meeting the challenges?
Have I been blind to my strengths or not know them at all?
Have I lost the determination to study hard?
Have I lost my optimal cognitive functioning?
Have I lost myself?
Am I asking too much questions?
Am I just worrying too much?

Nah... these are questions everyone asks themselves at any point of their lives...
and you realised life is not as easy as it seemed to be if you want things to fall in place... as how you wished...

So... relax for the moment...
Take it easy... but not to the extent of complacency...
Experience the calmness when the moments come...
Enjoy the adrenaline when the rush arrives...
Do not be occupied with controlling every aspects of your life... cos we can never... until the moment comes...
What moment?
Opportunity... to take control...
There will always be a place and time for things...
I guess patience will do us good...
As well as the drive to succeed...
A potent mix...
And off you go...
Thrilling your life...
To life's never-ending dynamics...
Of your choice...
Bearing in mind... the countless possibilities that can be enjoyed even if the outcomes wasn't by our own judgements...